You know I spent the day with a freind of mine and was having a wondeful time before her hubby came home. For whatever reason this person felt the need to actually scream and shove me. I have no idea why.
You know, even after he shoved me I tried to ask him why. How had I disrespected him to earn such treatment. he had no answer. He only continued to scream. Oh well. I gave him a chance, went back home and promtly called the police and have filed charges.
Its sad really. Why must anyone feel the need to be abusive like that? Why must the feel they control or need to control their mate? Where is that love? Where is that respect and enjoyement in life? I fail to see where being reduced to cowardly acts and manipulation ever gives anyone any sense of power.
From what my friend told me he has not been back home since he took off yesterday. I guess he knows he really messed up. The charges will be waiting on him and I have absolutely no intentions of dropping them. This is a lesson he needs to learn. There are some people you just don't push around.
I am working on a book on ethics and it is going very well. I am using the runes and other writings popular in pagan literature ( The creed of the magus for instance) as well as others. If you would tell me what is important to you personally I would really appreciate it. I am almost done with it and would like to see if I am hitting the mark.
Okay folks this is just stupid. I joined this greoup a few days ago and unjoined today. I in short thought that it is a waste of my time. I didn't agree with some of the people there, said so and that I wanted nothing to do with any of it any firther and unjoined. You would think that would be the end wouldn't you? NO it wasn't. I get no less than four emails from someone trying to tell me I can come back if I am 'respectful' and I pretty much tore them a new one.
Folks, these guys are wack jobs. You wanna go out to Arizona be my guest, but rtemember if you ain't for them you are against them and you have no clue what reality is.
Read and believe people this is their own words after several times of me asking them, telling them NO
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Well, Amanda. you of course are entitled to your viewpoint and choices.
I obviously did 'not' mean any disrespect to you, and neither did Jessi.
I wrote to you 'in' respect, not 'without' respect.
It's called being 'reasonable', and allowing for differences of
knowledge and opinion. Something you might learn to do at some point.
And obviously something you haven't any desire to learn at this
point in your life, which in the final outcome will prove to be very
'unrealistic' on your part. That I can promise you.
And I personally do not keep in contact with people who are as
angry, beligerent, and narrow minded as you obviously are choosing to
be for any reason. So I'll just block you so that I don't need to deal
with this further.
At this point in time, with such sefl-centered and hostile
attitudes; you would not be an asset to Desert Moon Sanctuary anyway,
or any other community that needs mentally functioning and
self-controlled members.
Good-bye, until when and if you can grow up a little more. And if
that sounds disrespectful; it's because you just earned that repsonse
with your ranting.
~Kay
----- Original Message ---- From: amanda owens To: Tia Hu <t_iahu@yahoo.com> Sent: Thursday, April 3, 2008 6:26:37 PM Subject: Re: You Left Desert Moon Sanctuary?
I did not ask to be a part of your group per se.I received an
invite from witchvox...so I checked it out. I came to see what was
going on, I saw, I left.
I am not about to deal with anyone who demands respect but in my
point of view does not give it.Don't pretend to talk to me about
respect, that is a two way street. I have a life too..I have my
problems too and I did not ask for any of you to enter my life..now you
want respect.
Let me ask you this. How respectful is it of you to send me these
emails. I left. By leaving that clearly means I want nothing further to
do with any of this. Where is the respect for that choice? Where is the
respecting my choice to be left alone and why exactly do you have to
single me out and what...'save' me...ask me to 'join you' or what ever?
What part of I am not interested is so tough for you to get? I left
didn't I? I said I was finished, done as in outta here. NOW.....where
is your respect for that choice I made as an adult for myself?
Apparently the 'respect' only goes one way. You want to talk about
respect, but yet at the same time you have no issues sending me emails
for something I have let you know I don't want anything to do with.
I hate to say it but that is an exact thing a Jehovas Witness or a
Mormon or any other Christian would do. Make the mistake of thinking I
want what you have to offer and repreatedly trying to give it without
the respect for what the other person has said at all..I don't. Sorry.
How about this. Stop spamming people on their witchvoix accounts
and do what others do, put up a group, invite those you know and build
from there. have you not considered that it's invasive to do that..spam
people for your own purpose? Or is your mission so important that you
feel you just have to do that?
I don't begrudge any of you what you want to do and I hope it
really works out for you..however I am not interested and quite frankly
see no reason for me to go and 'be a part of'. All of your talk about
respect..respect that.
By the way..if leaving was not enough I did make it clear to you
telling you that I do not see me fitting in there at all..now why on
earth can you not just leave it alone?
You want to talk about something else..fine, otherwise don't write me.
BTW, did you ever think the mayans didn't count on becomeing extinct before they updated their calender..just a thought.
Okay so people have been saying 2012 is the year for all hell to break loose. It is supposed to be the year of catastophic changes on the earth, weather goes haywire, earth quakes...you name it.
So, what does anyone else think about that and what have you learned
I almost made the biggest mistake of my life. Tommorow would have been my wedding day and I had I gone through with the wedding my life would have been a living hell.
This is not an anger or negative blog at all but I wish to sharte a very valuble lesson that as Witches we need to learn.
Listen to your inner being and feelings. If something does not feel right or sound right it isn't right. You may not know at the time what it is, in fact you may never know the full details and really they aren't that important. The important thing is to listen and to watch.
I felt I was being lied to and I was. I knew I was being manipulated and I called my ex down on it. None of the mind games, the pity trips and sympathy pleas worked becausde I saw them for what they were..an attempt to pull the wool over my eyes. They were alos a way to negate any personal responcibility for any action.
If you listen to yourself, and sense the energy another puts off you begin to know when they are lying and you don't even have to look at them. You begin to see what they actually are made of. This will save you in uncountable ways. It has saved me from making the biggest mistake ever. It has saved me much pain and possible years of suffering and being trapped.
Pay attention my dear witches..pay very close attention. Heed what your intuition tells you.
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