My room mate insists on seeing a person that neither myself or the other roommate like at all.
This person just plain out gives off icky vibes. Even being in my room and her not being in here makes me uncomfortable, like I need to keep my guard up. I know how it is when you really like someone you just don't or won't see what you need to see. I know my roommate is entitled to see whomever she wants. However, I just can't stand this woman at all.
She is taking her to a ritual tonight at her coven and I am hoping that my roommates HP will pick up on the same thing I and the other roommate does and perhaps talk to her. In the mean time I have to deal with this and I hate it.
I wish there were something majickal I could do so my friend would be able to pick up the same thing I do. This woman is just bad mojo all the way around!
I have to really wonder what is wrong with a lot of people today. It seems especially online there is a certain element of people who take great pleasure in being just as rude as they possibly can get away with.
Everything from unsolicited come ons to out right attacks...knowing they would never face to face have the nerve to talk like that to anyone. Why wouldn't they? Common sence says they'd probably get their teeth removed via extreme and sudden force! I just left a paranormal group I have been a part of for over a year because of it. It has turned into nothing more that a back biting insult party. These folks don't want to look at anything and really try to figure out what it is, they want to attack, act like they know more than you do and further tell you what you 'really' saw. Insane!!!!!
I am a healthy sceptic and I do listen to reasonable polite people. But to me there just is no excuse in being rude and hateful.
In all honesty I can't take credit for this post as Talesein forwarded it to after my whining of it being a lot of typing. I have used the LBRP as it is commonly called. One of the most important things to keep in mind is attitude going in as you will draw exactly what you put out. This ritual is one of the most powerful I have performed. If you do not have an athame or just do not wish to use yours your dominant hand will work fine.
Not only is this a powerful way to start your day, or end it but it is effective for removing any unwanted energies out of an area and is very effective before ritual.
The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram Take a steel dagger in the right hand (or use the index finger). Face EAST. Perform the Cabbalistic Cross as follows: Imagine, at the first word intoned, a brilliant white light descend from above. Touch the forehead and vibrate ATEH (thou art) Imagine that same brilliant white light form a 6 inch diameter sphere just above the crown of your head. Touch the middle of the solar plexus and vibrate MALKUTH (Kingdom) Imagine a shaft of light descending from the Crown Sphere and descend to the feet where another 6 inch sphere expands just under your feet. Touch the right shoulder and vibrate VE-GEVURAH (and Power) Imagine a 6 inch sphere of brilliant white light appear just next to the right shoulder. Touch the left shoulder and vibrate VE-GEDULAH (and Glory) Imagine a shaft of light emerge from the right Sphere and cross your breast to expand and form another Sphere at your left shoulder. Clasp the hands before you and vibrate LE-OLAHM (for ever) At this point imagine clearly the cross of light as it extends through your body. Hands as before, with the dagger between fingers, point up, vibrate AMEN Note: Any image or figure traced in the air with the finger, dagger or other magical instrument, is to be imagined in brilliant scintillating white Light. In more advanced working, other colors may be used. Make sure that all images drawn are correct, as brilliant as possible, and complete. The beginning and end of a drawn Pentagram must come completely together. Draw, in the air facing EAST, a banishing Earth Pentagram as shown in the diagram, and bringing the point of the dagger to the center of the Pentagram, vibrate the Name Y H V H (pronounced YAHD HEY VAU HEY) Imagine that your voice carries forward to the LIMITS of the UNIVERSE. Without moving the dagger in any other direction, trace a semicircle before you as you turn toward the SOUTH. Again trace the Pentagram, bring the dagger to the center of it, and vibrate the Name ADNI, (pronounced AH-DOH-NEYE) Again, trace the semicircle with the dagger to the WEST, trace the Penta- gram, bringing the dagger to the center, and vibrate the Name AHIH, (pronounced EH-YEH) Then, turn towards the NORTH, while tracing the circle, trace the Pentagram, bring the point of the dagger to the center and vibrate the Name AGLA, (pronounced either AH-GAH-LAH or ATAH GIBOR LE-OLAHM ADONAI) Return to the EAST, completing tracing the circle of brilliant white Light, bringing the dagger point to the center of the EAST Pentagram. Extend the arms in the form of a cross, say: BEFORE ME (then vibrate) RAPHAEL (pronounced RAH-PHYE-EHL) Imagine a scintillating brilliant white Archangel in front of you and facing you. In his/her right hand is a magical Sword held with the point upright. The background is a pale, pure, bright yellow. Cherubs can be imagined near the Archangel. Imagine a gentle, refreshing breeze, cleansing and purifying the air. Then, say: BEHIND ME (then vibrate) GABRIEL (pronounced GAH-BREE-EHL) Imagine a scintillating brilliant white Archangel behind you and facing you, holding in their right hand an exquisite silver Chalice. He/she is standing on a Cerulean-blue ocean and dolphins or mermaids are nearby. Imagine feeling the mist and cool spray of the ocean breeze. Then, say: AT MY RIGHT HAND (then vibrate) MICHAEL (pronounced MEE-CHYE-EHL) Imagine a scintillating brilliant white Archangel at your right, facing you, and holding in their right hand a transparent scarlet red Wand with a scintillate pure diamond top. Waves of scarlet, red-orange and orange fire in the background. Also, SEKHMET, with a scarlet disk above her head, emerald green Uraeus, scarlet dress from just below breasts, tight-fitting, down to her ankles, is in the flames. She holds, in her left hand, a scarlet-red lotus wand. In her right hand, she holds an emerald-green ankh. Small black salamanders can be seen moving among the flames. Imagine you feel the heat and power emanating from the SOUTH. Then, say: AT MY LEFT HAND (then vibrate) AURIEL (pronounced AWE-REE-EHL) Imagine a scintillating brilliant white Archangel at your left, facing you, and holding between their hands a Disk with a scintillating white Pentagram in the center. The ground is russet-brown, the leaves of the trees are olive-green, there are black shadows from the trees in a number of places, and the light is citrine (light yellow-green.) Feel the solidity of the Earth, and imagine the odor of the leaves and muskiness of the ground. Now, say: ABOUT ME FLAMES THE PENTAGRAMS, AND IN THE COLUMN SHINES THE SIX-RAYED STAR. Imagine the complete circle of brilliant white light at whose quadrants are the 4 Pentagrams. At the center is the Cabbalistic Cross of Light extended through one's body. Repeat the Cabbalistic cross, and, according to some occultists, stamp your right foot at the conclusion of the complete operation. The Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram is performed preliminary to any magical operation and precedes the Invoking Ritual of the Pentagram.
Last night while getting ready for my blue moon ritual I had something quite funny happen. For whatever reason my roommate likes to periodically stroll around in the buff.
So here I am, smudging my room and I have the calm music on, really setting the atmosphere when in she walks with no shirt in her underwear. To top it off...she is wearing a stunning set of elf ears. She stands there..shoulders thrown back announcing she has to change right now...and then notices the buring sage and sweet grass stick in my hand.
She realized I was getting ready for ritual and I offered her the use of my smudge stick (she has a thing about her closet) so off she runs to smudge her room and she brings me back a beutiful abaloney shell...all while sporting elf ears and no clothes....
Okay so I am using my blog as therepy. You know I saw seeing a man for 6 months or so. I really fell hard for him and would have done anything in the world for him. You know how it goes. What makes this even harder is that in readings it came up there was majick being used against him or on him in some fashion. It didn't matter who did the reading. I even went to a reader for a reading which is something I have done exactly three times in my life. Even she saw it and other things. So, being the witch that I am I go ahead and try to override whatever had been done. See the first blog about the weird stuff going on.
You know I came to the conclusion it's just not worht the energy and the time let alone the damn dreams I have been having. I am trying so hard to be firm that no matter, majcik or no, this would never have worked out. I have cut every tie I had with him and tonights moon will be a plea for healing and courage.
I don't know. I won't ever know if the readings were correct or if he was just a player and I was duped and all of that.
